Friday, September 30, 2005
had farewell mass for the first two periods at the carpark
sat next ta nutfart! :D
watched a video clip in the hall, then lessons as usual
we shifted classroom to the empty one upstairs
sat next ta dawn and jen and i fell asleep during ss cos both of them were sleeping and i was so bored so i slept too. bahahaha.
went ta jo's house after school
and now someone's got.. FEVER!
my soulmate;
REENA RAJAMOHAN
squishy. :)
Y bring on the bling
10:23 PM
10:23 PM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
went ta nor's house on saturday
watched peter pan on hbo
ooohmygawd, jeremy sumpter is freakin HOT
hahaha yeah im back to that jeremy sumpter thing again. :D
all four of us squeezed on nor's bed and watched honey and lion king. bahahaha. i was late thanks to some people. MAHA. tskkk.
been getting back results
goodbye, sa
goodbye, dance
:/
things are getting more complicated by the day. im sorry.
Y bring on the bling
9:45 PM
9:45 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
DANCE SEC FOUR FAREWELL PARTY
they dragged us off to the dance studio, had to walk through them (?), got our lil notes stuck on the mirror. so sweet la please! :) then played pass the parcel. went outside to play wacko. everyone was like, hysterical please.
then mabel made us sit on the bball court facing the fence while the rest went to get water bombs and they started attacking us. all of us got wet. eeek. hahahaha.
went in to tie my hair with keisha, majo and veekay and accidentally saw what connie and the rest were doing (lighting candles) then isabel dragged me outside and dianne poured a bucket of water on me :/ lydia also got it. hahahahhaa.
oh oh oh and they served us food and all, so sweet right. bahahha. had the speech thing, got presents! (charm bracelet in this ultimately bimbotic bag which had gold stars on it, and personalised GREEN towels from mrs zailee)
OHH and mabel played all the 'sad' songs like thats what friends are for to try and make us cry but obviously she FAILED. bahahaha. LOSER! :D
mrs zailee announced the dance exco 2006, congrats to alla you. keep the dance spirit burning and lead dance to even greater heights aiight? hahahaha. :)
aye having the party jus makes me miss dance even more. we all dont wanna leave but its inevitable right? hahaha kyna was clinging to the pillar. ill miss the dance studio. nonynod, its like my second home luh. and all those times we spent painting the dance studio, god was it torturous and we're jus gon leave the studio behind like that. sucks please
IJ DANCE ENSEMBLE 2005
thank you all for the party today. it was all good :) the lil surprises and everything. dont ever stop dancing, yeah.. LOVE
veekay, majo, keisha, lydia, kyna, tengming
we've been through four good/bad years of dance together, and i jus wanna thank ya'll for being there for me. all the times that we danced together, goofing around in the dance studio, going out for lunch, laughing so damn loudly, telling jokes, gossiping, bitching, and jus being so retarded. ill miss ya'll. :) truckloads of love.
Y bring on the bling
10:55 PM
10:55 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
tanning at palawan yesterday,
tanned for less than an hour and it even rained
but we still got burnt
bahahaha. weird
there's a monster that been biting me
roarr.
hahahahah.
today was the ultimate -BORING
rah.
hopefully tomorrow will be good
retreat, then dance sec four farewell from 5pm-7pm
:D
Don't make me say
Don't make me cry again
Don't stop my smile
It's just a little while
but Goodbye
Goodbye is forever
I can't let go
of the smiles and the pain
I can't leave you
it's not the same
just one more kiss
before I go
But I won't shed a tear
And I
can't live without you near
Just gotta hold back these stubborn tears
I never said
a single word
but I hope you know.
Y bring on the bling
10:54 PM
10:54 PM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
lit paper 2 and physics biology mcq
for the first time ever, i could do bio
everybody say WOW with me
:D
paper started at 1015, ended at 1115
and i finished at 1030 :/
prelims are finally over,
but surprisingly i dont feel anything
hmm i wonder why.
haha.
watched a sound of thunder
its kinda different from our lit story
so if you get easily confused...
dont watch it. hah
my stupid ares cant connect.
ROAR i want ta download my songs.
no school tomorrow
it'd better not rain or else tanning, fail again
as always with jacinta.
bahahahhaa.
so i said no more emo songs,but i jus cldnt resist this one. hahhaha. i love this song! heard it when we were at heartland mall. bahahaha.
aiight wish me luck
pray that my dad doesnt be a fastard tonight.
You're on my mind
had another sleepless night
And all I think about
Is that I want you here and now
All I want to say,
Is that I want you in my life
I need you to hold me
make me feel so right
There's no other love
You're everything
I'm looking for and more,
Why are you so shy
When you're walking right by
I get this feeling inside
Baby, I want you but I don't know what to say
I see you everyday when
you come around my way
I want you to know that
I'm in love with you
So baby come on, come on
Tell me how you feel
Y bring on the bling
7:57 PM
7:57 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
yesterday;
played catching under mabel's block. chatter chatter chit chit at cine. the cave. screaming and more screaming. walkin around. parking lot pimp! denise keller. long train ride to choa chu kang. waited for andrea, jaime, nut, keisha. rushed down to khym's house. costumes and eyeliner. and more eyeliner. hiphop poses. dinner by the poolside. chinese riddles. photos. more photos. long train ride home.
it was all good i say, :D
mabel, andrea, keisha, jaime, nut, khym
my god, yesterday was so damn good. we were good. :D spending time with ya'll just makes up for everything bad. hahaa, i love you guys so damn much. * and yes hello veekay, the missing one. we'll be waiting for you. bahaha.
mm today was aiiight, woke up at 1230, watched mtv for half an hour, then 15 mins of desperate housewives (damn i missed the rest of the 45 mins!), went to sakae for lunch with mummy, came back at 345, watched black eyed peas live on mtv, went back to sleep at 430 and got woken up by jo at 6.
someone please remind me that my exams aint over yet
Y bring on the bling
6:59 PM
6:59 PM
Monday, September 12, 2005
loving a person who wont love you back, makes me wish that now this love would turn into hate [all i can do is tell myself it isnt impossible]
Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I wish you would
This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only-
Crystal and see-through and not enough to you.
Y bring on the bling
7:33 PM
7:33 PM
unseen was a killer, try rushing to complete at least 4 pages in 20 mins
ACCOUNTS tomorrow, no joke ah
and i know nuts about accounts
HELPPP
If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want
Everything I dream about
Everything I talk about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowin' that you don't feel the same way
Watchin it bring tears to your eyes
All the words I sing about
All the letters I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
Is when I get closer to you.
I know there's someone else
She is only thinking of herself
It doesn't make any sense for you to be lonely
Y bring on the bling
10:28 AM
10:28 AM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
my smile is jus a facade
a mask to hide the feelings inside
im being torn into two
all cos of my feelings for you
i force myself to sleep
to stop myself from thinkin of you
but its no use,
and tears fill my eyes every time im alone
if i could turn back time,
i wish we'd never met
then maybe, this pain would be non-existent
sometimes i think about
everything that we've been through
and i pray that you
would just open your eyes
i love you and i need you
so please dont throw our love away.
temporary layout,
dont know how im gon get through this week, been having nightmares of the exams recently probably cos tomorrow is MONDAY, one day to accounts (oh the horror)
i dont think i can make it for the first three months, been thinkin bout jus forgetting the whole idea, but that means i wont be able to do danceworks
how.
Y bring on the bling
4:05 PM
4:05 PM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
what happens in a day,
is different from what happens at night.
at night, a smile is just a facade.
my heart feels so heavy.
it feels like a part of it has been torn.
im afraid to close my eyes at night for when i do,
i think of you.
tears fill my eyes but all i can do is to force myself to sleep.
Y bring on the bling
9:31 PM
9:31 PM
Friday, September 09, 2005
went to school for physics lesson (not bad ah!), did electricity which was yawn, BORING
met mabel at tp, trained down to kembangan, met nor and jo, went to tampines mall. watched jo eat, did puzzle, CUT MY HAIR
oh gawd can i please tell you that i had honey (jessica alba)'s hairstyle actually, then the guy cut my fringe shorter and shorter and now i look like an ah lian. (no offence to all the ah lians out there) ROARRR, at least i have hair pins and the fact that when my fringe grows longer, ill have honey hair/i can go and cut my hair again/the back of my hair is quite aiight/i finally have a thin thin ponytail! mabel's hair turned out aiight, closer to honey's hairstyle. bahh
yea yea,
went to ntuc and we all got hyper, bought the stuff for dinner, went to jo's house and started cooking. we had pasta, baked rice, campbell soup, sparkling juice which her brother thought was red wine. :D umhmm the food was GOOD.
got to see nana and ingrid too, ah so cute
yep im damn full now, dinner made up for not having breakfast and lunch cos im damn full now
and i want my meiji aloe vera yoghurt.
i want ta go shopping/watch movie with mommy tmw, but NO i have tuition at night
and guess what,
mon-lit paper 1
tues-ACCOUNTS
wed-math paper 2
thurs-physics
fri-bio
mon-lit paper 2/physicsbio mcq
im so dead. i havent studied a shit this week.
NONYNOD. NONYNOD. NONYNOD. NONYNOD. NONYNOD. NONYNOD. NONYNOD. NONYNOD.
WAKE UP BEVERLEY, PLEASE!
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but
I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then
why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms.
Y bring on the bling
11:14 PM
11:14 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
tanning at sentosa, failed once again
the sun decided to come out after we decided not to go,
ROAR.
so mabel and i headed down to jo's house, made straw hearts in the train (everyone was staring at us like freaks), cooked lunch (pasta, egg, sausage) and everything was damn salty!, watched ingrid play around, dressed up barbie dolls and played with the mini kitchen.
Break it down now
I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that
I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I just break down.
I've got to let you know
I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a girl so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you, baby.
Y bring on the bling
10:59 PM
10:59 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
triplets day out, :)
dont know why im so affected by you.
as if i dont have enough to think about.
'Cause all I've ever wanted
Is you
And you alone
And I love you so
More than you could ever know
All I've ever wanted
Is you.
Y bring on the bling
10:09 PM
10:09 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
today was so damn good;
went out with my boo, just the two of us.
got a new bag (!!!!) its GREEN. im loving it.
took neoprints, like finally. and nobody went into the machine after us so the time was permanantly at 999seconds. how cool is that!? it turned out good but i cant scan it in
went down to town, had chicken rice (finally!), walked and talked,
saw nor's rudy at adidas where i proceeded to fall in love with the orange and brown adidas bag
walked and talked some more. oooh the things we talked about are so top secret please! HAHHAA right, mabel?
then sat down to chatter chatter chit chit. some more. had my irish cream vanilla frappe. mmm. oh yes, and we kept looking into mirrors and checking ourselves out,
'nice bag you have there!'
yep that was our day. :)
you will always be my boo
my heart cant possibly break,when it wasnt even whole to start with
Y bring on the bling
10:47 PM
10:47 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
Sometimes I think about everything that we've been through
And I pray that you would just open your eyes
I love you
And I need you
So please dont throw our love away
i was once someone in your life before you met someone new
never did i think i'd be used by you.
used by you to get closer to her,
i cant take this shit any further
now that we are drifting apart
its hitting me hard like an incoming dart
cos you found a new companion, you put me aside
and the hurt i feel has yet to subside.
And I feel the pain,
Cos I'm without her,
I feel the pain.
I feel her
Slipping through my fingers
Now she's gone,
I'm sleeping with the light on
And shocks went through my veins now, that she's gone
I'm sleeping with the light on
I see the sight, with a different light,
Words cannot describe the way I'm feeling
Cos I've been searching in my head,
For the words I thought she'd said
For too long.
But now I feel it we're at the end of the road
Whatever we had now I gotta let go nights like this
I wish raindrops would fall to cover my tears
Wishing I could replace all those wasted years of loving someone
Who couldnt love me back and now again
I gotta start from scratch but I know
I've given you my everything.
but you dont realise and you dont care that you're the one, im just wasting my time on you. i thought everything was all good but you had to crush my world again, time after time. im jus so tired of this and i aint gon keep my hopes up anymore cos i know that all im gon face is more disappointment and heartache. yeah if only i could keep to that. -im forced to fake that smile every single day.
Y bring on the bling
9:14 PM
9:14 PM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
teachers day celebrations today,
went to school, helped the triqnaqi dancers with their make up. whoa i dont know how many pairs of eyes i did hahaha
watched their dance, annabelle, sheik haikel, aaron aziz and his wife came down too. everybody was like going crazy over them.
aaron aziz talked to me! his hand was on the chair, and i was like 'excuse me can i have that chair' then he carried the chair for me and was like 'do you want another one?' hahahhaha he's damn hot luh. and sheik haikel kept disturbing keisha about her two boyfriends haha it was quite funny
then they did the filming of the dance, took photos (LYN! where are the pics?) and left for st nicks with jo lalee and nor.
saw so many people there, kept having to repeat "oh im here cos my friend's visiting her primary school" hahahhaa, met up with my darling ASH mmm it was good. :) st nicks is damn big luh.
went to tp to eat, met farah tan and sinyee to chatter chatter chit chit then went home.
and oh shit ima supposed to leave my house now to meet jo and mabel . hahahahha damn. bye all.
Y bring on the bling
1:16 PM
1:16 PM
